Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Vey paiseh christmas

Ah what a paiseh christmas

i told the guys that i didnt want to join in the gift session le. Cause i really spend alot these few months and i not holding a job. So can save how much i try to save for now.

Sry guys that i bought a crapy gift. HAha but my been hoon and cheese egg is very good right.

At least more popular then someone else food, for example those stupid crystal jade food which cost like 200 plus. Ending each person paying 25 dollars!!!!! yawnz we got like 20 pp there. So hmm not worth it.

I think my been hoon worth more then 200 lol.

Thanks for the good time that we have hahahahaa. Even thought it is a very tiring drinking session.

Everyone got very drunk. DA s, garlock, ky(one cup die liao), cy (very suay person), me?, Kang(repeating again, and lost his senses lol), xx(hiaz only hiaz), and some other who is not so drunk.

Thanks to my super duper mixing drink, lots of them get really high hahah.

Anyway not a bad christmas alone with my friends, hahah food not the best but fun.

I suggest that next time we prepare our own food, that will be more fun, and more meaningful.

ok good day guys lol.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Troublesome Old maid

Yawnz a messy day for me.
Early in the morning i took the trouble to travel down to bedok to fetch my dad to settle that stupid crazy flower shop idiot old maid. Kao create so much trouble for us and still we give her cheat rent.

Ok the situation is that the old maid, wanted to reduce the burden of the rental, so she rented a space out of the shop to a old lady for selling real flowers.. btw the old maid sell mostly fake flowers(feeling the baichi?).
More on the old lady. That old lady have 8 children, so she dont have trouble surviving without working. The purpose of working is just to make her time more useful, instead of rotting at home and waiting for her death. In addition, the husband have "lao ren ci dai zeng", looking at her can c that she is quite pity.

That siao old maid jealous of the old lady, having a bunch of regular customer, so she decided to kick her out and sell the real flower herself. And the old maid only give that old lady 2 days to move out.

End up the old lady die die stick there dont want to move at all. I heard there are some fights. Even police came over for this issue.
The HBD people even came over to take photo of the illgale postion that the old lady is using.

So that day i have to bring my father to Yishun town concil. Hiaz dumb people there dont know where they put the document for aggrement signing. I paid the money for the yellow box area then went to that fucking old maid who act sick and dont want to come settle the payment herself. I pass her the recipt. Then that dumb Town concil, ask us to go back to sign the paper since they found it.
Run here run there waste so much time, DAmm bo liao day la.

Precious when to taka turn around flight hope she have a safe trip

Thursday, December 18, 2008

DAMM

Make some loses 2day yawnz...

Should have sell earlier when i am earning haha. But nvm it is a part of doing investing. You win some you lose some. Overall just need to be a winner.

Dont feel so pressure in doing trading le. Market is turning again. i guess iwill sit around and look look. Wait for a better chance hehe.

2day boring nothing much to do, precious gone flying again. BLur her make a mistake haha. Going to pick her up on sat hehe.

Stil looking for job yawnz.

Jan my luck will turn i believe so hoho

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Success

I was getting better at my forex trading.
Earn 1300pips last night damm shiock

Maybe i really can depend on forex to earn a living.

Currently i planing to nua a month or so. And also look at the market, to find a good job or a good business to start up.

Still on a planning phrase on my internet business and gaming idea.

HEhe according to my Bazi 2009 is a good year for me. Time to grab all opportunity and push start my career hehe.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

My life story chapter 2

Wa i saw the web hit count for my blog. I was shock that 31 hit liao hooho.
Thanks guys/gers for looking at my blog hoho.

Actually i got a more exciting blog that i write for my precious and me one, but that one ah is private hoho.

2day i sent my precious to airport. She is going on a flight again. Ah precious i will miss you one.

At the WENG SHI ZHONG HUI dinner, yawnz boring dinner. Guess who i saw someone that over the last 20year i never seen, of cos la same surname as me la. IT was Weng XXXXX Hai. Haha fucking dao looking asshole. Even the guest of honour came in he also sit down eat and eat don’t care anything. I observed something from him. He is also suffering the same problem i “had” hahha. He was balding, i saw a big big open patch on his head lol. Oie oie oie mai siao siao ho, my condition improve liao ok, or you can say controlled le.

Continue with the boring dinner, just hoping i get my money and fuck off from this place yawnz.

Chapter 2:
Times passes by fast, i was going to enter my kindergarten. I move from my grandparent’s house to bedok. I remember that we live in the shop itself. There was a small room made at the back of the shop just for my family to live in.
As i had mention in my previous post, that shop was my playground hoho. My sibling and me always play "house" in that room using blanket to cover here and there hahah. And ya i was with gers all the time so i play girly stuff, Barbie dolls, "JA JA JUI" and much more girly stuff. Maybe that’s the reason why i am so feminine.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

My life story chapter 1

In order to remember my life i decided to write down my life story in this blog. Sorry for the bad english hahha i will try to refine it as much as possible

Chapter 1: Spoiled

I am born pessimistic, never i view this world to be happy.
Human are born to suffer, the bearing of a child is suffering itself. After born suffering will never end till you die. That’s life. Human are always trying to survive clinging on the hope of having a happy life, enjoyable life, LOVE life.

I was born in the year of 1982, i was the first and eldest male child born in my family. Normally in a Chinese family eldest male born are consider as the youngest son of my grandfather.

While i was young i was love by many, but i only think that my mom is the only person i know that love me unconditionally.

I have a few vague memories of my younger days on some stuff that i did that was very naughty.
My grandfather lives in semi-D house. I remember that the front door of my house is a huge metal gate. When i was the age of four, i keep climbing up the gate and falling off it, ending up with a huge bump on my head. Other then climbing gate i even like to climb out my cradle, anything that i can climb, i climb.
Maybe i was born adventurous.

The next dumb thing that i remember was cause by my ever adventurous character and learning ability. My father has a shaver which every morning he will use it. I would always hide one side looking at him using that amazing blade to remove his ticklish beard.
One day, while my parent was out for work and i was free from the clutches of my parents.
Taking the blade in my hands, i look into the mirror searching for the slightest hair on my chin. The only hair that i could find other then my own hair, is my eyebrow. I shaved off a bit of my eyebrow and when off happily thinking that i have become a "Man". I was then being laugh at for the next few week, until my eyebrow grew back a little.

Ah don’t worry, this is not the end of the amazing blade.

My parent have a furniture shop, i would always wonder in the shop, hiding and play around. As long as i remember that place was my childhood playground. Whenever there is nothing to do in the shop, my parent would rent those Hong Kong fighting drama. As normal boy would be, I was totally attracted to those fight movie.
Normally in those films, it would revolve around the famous "Shao Ling Shi", there is a saying "Tian xia wu ling chu shao ling", meaning that the origin of all martial arts is from "Shao Ling Shi". A highly skilled monk would appeared in those film and help the lead character.
I came to a conclusion that to be all power and mighty in martial arts, the first time i need to do is shave of my hair.

You all should have guessed what i did in the end, luckily my parent manages to catch me in the act and stop my silly act. I would always think of this incident when i look at that photo i have when i was young. My elder sister would be standing behide me and covering my head with her hands..

I guess i end it 2day i will continue with my story tmr

Monday, December 8, 2008

LOVE = trust + respect?

I overheard my sister on the phone while i was in the toliet shiting and bathing.
She is saying stuff like man are "Jian", and many other stuff. It seem to me that she doesnt believe in love anymore like she used to.

The recent accident i had with relationship makes me think alot regarding LOVE.
It seem to me that most people in the society doesnt believe in LOVE anymore. Or i could say that in most people's heart there is no more "true love".

What happen? Why would people think this way?
Too much cheating, breakup, heartaches?

I guess human are sterotyping being. If they faces some bad experience they would always hold back in defence whenever they faces that same situation again. They will think that it is the same it will be the same.

For example, a person once had a bad bad bad relationship, the next time he/she faces a new relationship, he/she would always had that previous bad relationship in mind and would just come to a conclusion that this new relationship will end bad eventually.
It is really sad that the society had become this way. But it is just human normal mechanism to defence themself to protect themself.

Maybe i am also affect by the impression of bad relationship ba. But in this relationship i have faith that i found true love.

I look throught the website on love. I saw something really interesting.
It is a pdf file on christian stuff. One of the most interesting that they mention is regarding love.

What they view love regardless of all those love god stuff first. They show a diagram
Showing that LOVE is supported by Trust And Respect.
I find it so very truth, Once in a relationship there is not trust and respect, love will eventually fall.

Sleeping tmr then i talk more ba yawnz

Back

Over the past few weeks months? dont kno la many have happen.
I almost lose what i treasure most.
Lucky that i have my friend all ard me

I going to take this chance to thanks them all. Cheeyong and angie , ky , fk , da s , karloc, kk, insignificant ck that is ard but also not ard lol, and finally XX the person that i once detest lol.
Maybe because to the incident that xx vomit in my car and even after that he dont feel sry for doing that ba, since then i may have detest his attitude and view in certain things. But i know he is not a bad person. As long as its the BRC guys are now together, those are all the nicest guys i know i my life. People that have gone through the worst time in army, getting fuck getting torture and in the end still stay together as friend. I love them all haha.
Sorry guys that i had put a lot of aeroplane a few times. haha or many times ba, really sorry.

From xx story i believe he had change alot since then, i really hope he could recover and back to that person that i detest most hahaha.
XX have been giving me lots of support and consoling me i guess he knows what i going through the best haha.
Fk nice also, sry i disturb you in the morning with that call thanks anyway.

Starting from tmr i would write about my life ba.
Hoping maybe when i reach 40years old i will publish a book about my life hahaha.
You all must be think i am siao lol !

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Blog

Hiaz long time didnt write blog liao.
Too busy life sucks.... yawnz.

Why blog?
why would someone write a blog and share it with the world?

I was thinking of starting a IT company. So i had a discussion with my possible future partners on the idea that we had. So we were on a discussion on how a webpage would get popular. i asked them how come facebook and some blog become so famous now. Mr F say because human are vain they want to show off want others to see them see their picture, life...

is human vain ?

Friday, October 3, 2008

Blessed !

Some time i think i am quite blessed.
From my previous post, i got a 100 dollar summon...
Then during the week i got some problem with my jpmorgan fresh grad program..
The deadline of my verbal test should be 3 Oct, but yesterday 2nd Oct when i reach home from work, sitting down starting wanting to do my online test, and guess what i wasnt able to proceed because the application thought i didnt do it before the deadline.
Getting really piss off i start sending like 3 email to their support, furthermore i email my boss to help me contact the HR regarding this problem..
Feel so down for the pass few days ..

BUT 2day things start to get better, received a email to do the online test and my fine had been waived off after my appeal. Guess i am blessed lol.

Monday, September 29, 2008

Born happy

Damm busy for the pass few days.... damm !
i was preparing for my girlfriend bday... she wanted a BBQ bday this 21st birthday.. DAMM BUSY on friday nite after rushing all the way to east side to be my gf driver, i reach home ard 2330, rush over to prepare a strawberry cheese cake 0030 then bake all the way til 0200. TIRED lol sometimes i really think is it worth it to treat my precious so nice... hiaz life suck hahaha.
The next day....
After my morning soccer i went over to my gf house. started to run ard to get all the required necessary items... Being a nice guy like i always does .. i accompany her brother down to grab some item off a supermarket. And guess what i got, 10min after i get back to my car... 100 dollar ticket!!!!!!!!! my god ..
Sometime i wonder, i shouldn't be a nice person.. something bad always happen to be whenever i am nice... hiaz but i guess GOD has his way of doing stuff lol always making me realized that i should make a small mistake in life lol

Born Gay?
2day i had a discussion with my colleagues.. Some of them say i look like gay and stuff like that... Yawnz ...
So getting to the point. I told them i believe that as a guy, it is impossible that a guy who is born normally would change his sex preference.
But the BIG friend of mine say that she know some guy who after suffering a bad relationship with a woman, changes his sex preference to .. Gay ...
I was like !! you SURE?
Hmmm Are Gay born to be GAYS ?

K enough of all this gay shit yawns... nothing wrong looking more feminine HOHO

Sleeping too tired to think...

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Heaven?

2nd post...

My gf told me i should not put too much sensitive information in my blog. Hmm hmm hmm.. hiaz no freedom, born not free lol..

Working hard 2day hoping i really secure a job position in my internship company.. Even thought my boss had been promoting me to every single personal he manage to drag over to see what i had been doing, i really not sure that he will secure a position for me in the company.. Hmm i guess i will talk to him personally tomorrow regarding this lol.. God bless me lol!

O ya God.. hmm really sensitive ... hope no one get offended by this.
Ok the other day i was talking to one of the interns who is working in the same company as me. He is a vegetarian. So we are like discussing about his religion and why he is a vegetarian
and why being a vegetarian are good .... Many details don’t really want to talk about it.
He told me he believes in after life, which I somehow also believe in. So i ask him "You believe in religion so that you could secure a position in heaven?” He took a moment to think and smile at me saying nothing.

Suddenly a thought came into my mind:
Many people is afraid of after life, worry where will they go, will they go hell and suffer for eternality?
Isn’t it a very selfish thought wanting to secure a position in heaven?
Does a person go to heaven thinking this way?

Yawns think so much for what lol... My problem is think too much hahhaha.
Want to play game liao hoho tmr then i write more...

Monday, September 22, 2008

Virgin Post

OO my first post.. Cant believe i would start this blog.
I guess this would be a good place for me to emo and complain all about how sucky lifes are LOL...

So ok lets complain about the DRIVERS in singapore.....
WHY THE hell is there jam EVERYWHERE !!!!! Every single day jam jam jam ... YAwnz Bad drivers, **male drivers, P**** male drivers everywhere, old old man or worst old **man drivers

Reason:
  • Cars getting cheap so drivers (BAD Drivers) who seldom drive (those who cannot afford cars) start getting cars
  • So call good drivers like to change and change and change lane all the time so that they can save many 10sec of their lives and waste like 20min of others
  • and P**** drives who like to break every 10 sec
  • many more..... feel free to comment lol!
I believe the government should conduce like a yearly test and give award to those who are good and suspend those who are really bad drivers. That could possible save the jamming issue in Singapore.

My Indian friend took 3 days leave to have fun in Malaysia. OMFG interns working as a interns take leave to have fun...

Quote of the day: 1st class in study doesnt mean 1st class brain or working attitude

Hmm i guess that all for 2day i need to change my blog design. I am a pro programmer anyway lol cant tolerate the ugly website i have..