God is playing with me

i was so reluctant to write again because my post was accidentally deleted, and i got to rewrite everything again..

After my last post regarding a lost friend.. many things happen..

Lets talk about my work.
I am still trying hard very hard to throw myself into this business itself..
This month i did 5 presentation, and many aeroplane.. but no result yet... this business is tough.
But tough things dont last, but tough people does...

Is god testing (playing) with me?
After waiting for the pass 2 months OCBC finally call me up for the Graduate program.
WTH after i decided to commit myself in walton and then OCBC call me.
What makes it worst is that i got through everything and they make a offer to me...

I am stuck between a stable life in bank, or a crazy and not stable life in walton.
I am really a high risk taker, play forex, do sales.. i think i am crazy.

But as usual, as crazy as i am, as much as i wanted to fly i decided to reject that offer...
I believe anyone who see this is calling me crazy.
But i am really happy that some of my buddies actually support me, cause they saw changes in me as i worked in Walton.

I need to focus more ! work harder! .... fight fight fight.. Anyway i really want to thanks the angels whom are helping me in one way or the other THANKS>..

And yes stop spreading any rumour regarding me... I am anti sexual now!, self center now!
i only love myself now! no one else.. But i cannot stop others from loving me lol! (example: Marcus) wahahahaha

IS god playing with me!!!!
Sometime i really feel that god dont get bored of playing/testing me in life... Challenges, obstacles, chance, fate... Kao i old man liao la really tired....
Damm only ky know... kao too tired cannot think....

Sleeping !!!!!!! Love everyone out there!!!!!

Post specially delicated to Weijie

I decided to write this entry, knowing it could be a mistake or a dumb thing to do. Hahhaa
What ever happen i believe i will always have "him" as a witness and judge..

I wish to address the recent accident happen between our dear friend weijie (honestly i am not very close to her).

I wish to apologize for XX for his stupid and childish behavior in deleting weijie in facebook... If he cannot bear to watch those photo, he could have just not log in facebook(which he seldom does it) ...
Why did xx did that stupid thing? Why ? I know deep inside him he still have some feeling for weijie, more of a close friend then love , he couldnt bear to watch weijie going to make the same mistake again as she usually does!.. lol

A boyfriend, husband or even a girlfriend, wife what is most important thing they must have? They first have to be able to be accept by your family, then your friends. Why do i say that ? Cause a relationship rarely work if they cannot be accept by the people close by you...
Problems and conflict will arise and eventually cause a hole in the love basket...

Will a good bf/gf bad mouth your friends? Will a good friend bad mouth you bf/gf?
IT really depends. First of all, who do you know better? Who will always think of your interest more? Sometime love really blinds everything around you...
I dont know the details la did the friend bad mouth or the bf bad mouth... So you all know it in your heart can le lol...


Boyfriend or girlfriend, even husband or wife, will LEAVE you but REALLY good friends will not... I learn it the hard way to realize this TRUTH.. DONT SAY it will not...
I even ask a very lovely couple friend i know, i say "if one day you meet someone very good very aspect better then your current bf/gf, and maybe there is some problem with your current one, what will happen ?"
TOO MUCH LIFE example that i see this happen... Human emotion and feeling is really unpredictable.... so hmm thats why i still love my friends more NOW lol...
If you throw away your good friend and if your the other half leave you, who do you go to.
Heng my friend never leave me, i realize that i am so blessed sometime lol...

Weijie just to remind you that as a Christan, you should not have sex before marriage, or even masturbate. SO lets just see..
I really dont even know why are we so concern about someone who treat friends like shit. SHE believe in someone who she just got to know in a few months time lol, rather then someone who she know for years and show her care and concern all the time!!!.....

Those who use the name of the lord to do evil shall rot in hell for eternity.....MARK MY WORDS!!!

Because of you ! I am who i am ! lol

It has been almost a month since my last post.
I was too lazy and i was too busy with my work.
Since one of my stalkers asks me to write something, i decided to spend sometime over here ba lol...

Whenever I thought of the past, so many things just float into my mind...
I smile and keep laughing!!! i wonder, why i am so unhappy for the last 20 odd years
I really feel happy and blessed that all the people that have appeared and change me...

So many things had happen for the past few week. I dont even know where should i start...

The first change that i made was that i got more committed in my work..
Being busier is the indication! lol...
My colleagues are a bunch of fun and interesting people...
i really enjoy working and learning from each of them.
Haha the funny thing is that my boss who is someone that isnt approachable...
He had been known as an unfriendly and foul temple person... (How come someone like tat be top sales!)
But since the Charlie angels join us, he seems to open up abit more...
I had be trigging him and stepping on his thin line of bursting into anger for several times..
HAHHA seriously very fun...! Die la i am going back to my sick character lol.. (I AM BORE!!!)

But i know deep inside my manager is really a nice person; he is just someone who dont know how to express himself.
He actually quite nice to me since he really dont CARE About me lol! Guess my "D" is too much for him to handle.
But really learning alot from him, learn how to talk in a more sensitive way, using the right choice of words would
make a comment sound really nice instead of offensive...!

For example if you want to call someone stupid! You can put it in another way by saying
"Only wise person would think of diversify their portfolio to the only hard asset like land itself"
Working to change myself and get out of my comfort zone, furthermore i need to change myself to listen more and stop being a hard head!


I think 2 weeks ago, DA s actually ask me to go St james on Wednesday because there is some event and as a member we get free entry.
Very coincident that, the Charlie angels in my office also had intention of going to ST james, so i just invited them!
Initially only 3-4 agree to join along, by the end of the day total 8 people wanted to go. Impressive thing is tat my car was able to squeeze in 8 people.. MY god 5 gers and 3 guys... that was crazy!!!!
More crazy things happen over at st james. I did practise some of the "GAME" technique and actually it works ! hmm i still very bad need alot more practice but YES the change i will do it .!!
Too much detail and ugly suff lol, in the end 2 people got drunk... AND YA i am stuck send drunk home again.. Lucky no one vomit in my car NOT LIKE SOME very huang very XX person lol (Just joking.. you kno i love you huang xx lol!!!!!)


My little baby car, erm(family car) got knock by someone...!
Very sian tat i had to get it repair, good thing is that i dont need to fork out anything since i WAS HIT ON THE BACK...
and that person admit his own fault..


I wanted to write something about weijie, BUT not on this post, i will personally delicate one post for her..
(this one i need to chui power!)


Everyday i am changing, moving out of my comfort zone, pushing myself to be a better person to touch and change people lives!
Being happy and love yourself is THE MOST IMPORTANT thing.

Because of you! i got to know god better!
Because of you, i finally know what is the true meaning of happiness !
And because of you, i will change!
HAha sound like the song in church lol!!!