Last weekend...

traveling..

I suddenly feel like writing.... like always i have alot of messy thoughts in me ...

Ytd was a fun day of traveling...
In the mid morning, i drove to novena to meet this cute nice friend of mine who want to give me bathing sand for my dear hamster hachi.. I think she got this gift which her hamster doesnt really use..
I really wanted to get some stuff for her hamster, BB too hmm i will think of something.

It was pouring really heavily, which mess up my plans of going to Mad Jack.. This really nice aus fish and chip eatery .. We decided to go somewhere dry, CCK lol..... Cause i suddenly got this craving to eat pepper lunch.. hehe Had a really nice lunch, then we went walking ard in cck and start looking in the pet shop..

I think she is ps to look at gers stuff.. Little to her knowledge, looking at gers stuff is too normal to me LOL.... name it and i know it LOL

After sending her home, i went in search for my RED MAN.... I thought there is only 1 red man in jurong.. i was too used of going there LOL..
Announcement, jurong red man is gone...
After checking the website, then i reliaze that there is a Red Man branch in Bedok all this while LOL... dumb dumb me..

After my failed search of red man, i took a trip to kaki buki to deal with one of the small errand for my mom... then finally i got home... LONG day of traveling..

In the even jasper asked me to join him for dinner... HE keep asking me to go toa payoh..
I was damm piss cause of the full day of traveling ..
Told him off, feel really bad i am sorry...

In the end met him and cy at east coast.. hmm memories LOL

Dreams

Finally after so much struggle, i decided to continue my path... thru the bank path... LOL
Fight for the dream of being a broker/trader...

Why do i wanted to do tat? And why broker/trader?
Why not banker ?

Seriously i sometimes i really dont understand what i really want..
But i know in the end what i wanted...
Open my own cafe.. have a business of my own..
Be one of the best trader ard...

Hmm maybe i always know what i want it is just tat i didnt see it lol..

I feel tat Walton is just a journey that i had to go thru to build up certain skills that i am lacking of..
I really feel very thankful for all the people in there that had teaches me all the stuff...
Even it is just a short period of time, but the amount of knowledge that i gain from there will help me alot in the future..

Now i had make all the plans of how to achieve the dream that i have..
decided to focus on my career now ..... haha shouldnt let other things distract me...WAHAH

Now i am looking forward to the trip to taiwan next month.. and joining JPmorgan next year HEHE happy...

It was due to the weekend service and something happen in the office that make my decision firmer..
I was going crazy and weeping like hell during the service, like wat i normally tell sab and fu, holy spirit LOL...
This was the 2nd time that i feel so affect, or so blessed..
Normally i pray and pray, and during weekend service, god would give me the answer to my question..
But this time i had been praying for weeks, and i wasnt getting anywhere...
Holding my faith strongly, after 3weeks, this service answer everything...
God want me to go serve LOL...
Thats y i am weeping, cause the promise i had with HIM is in 10-15 years time, i will achieve what i want, and i will act as a testimonial, finally owning my own business and serving in the ministry just like our pastor....
Pls just give me the time... but is it wat i want or wat he want for me is more important..
Sometime i feel that being a blind idiot is really better LOL...
Having knowledge is really a sin LOL.... And yet human is always seeking for it..


Hmm tired .. so many thing running in my mind ...

picking my pots and pans again..

the guys would be super happy tat i am starting to pick up my pots and pans LOL

ya and yes i am back to doing cooking and baking.. one of my favourite and the most less destructive and dangerous hobby..

Other then my weekly soccer, i love wind surfing (dont get to do much now, no surfing buddy) and tennis(LOVE no buddy now also... my kar loc ...)..
Finally drink and drive LOL...

will be doing lots of baking in the future ba.. i really wanted to start my own cafe in the future..
A few guinea pig tasted my cheese cake, and the response is gd really gd lol...
Like i dont kno my cheese cake is gd..
But i always believe that how the food taste like will be depending on the chief mood..

But hahah this cheese cake of mine had alot of incident and weirdly it turn out not bad.. only like 60% of what i made last time...

first when i wanted to bake, the blender spoilt... i use manual, the human blender to deal with the cake mix..
And when i wanted to open the egg.... one of them drop... how clumsy of me ... LOL
End up the cake is mix using my ox strength (cream cheese is frozen hard) with one egg less..

Basically everything is done using my memory of what i did last time, so WAHAH i didnt rmb the baking time.. i use 60min instead of 90min LOL!!...

This morning i wanted to test the cake and the inside is all soft LOL....
re bake for a while and wala everything turn out ok LOL

so any guinea pig got diarrhea or anything not mine fault ho..
i very clean in cooking one!!!
WAHAHHA ok party time soon wa la!!

The sun is shining bright

I am going to see rainbows soon..
After this long long sad rain in my life....

JPMorgan is offering me a offer that no one would reject with my current status..
Hahaha soon i will be joining back to the company that i love so much..

Guess still it would be better to join a MNC then a local firm.. plus the job scope over there require less of techincal skills... or you could say what ever i had already...

Lost my lucky star, but i get a better one back!! WAHAHAHA!
My lucky star, lol HAchi? hmm lol !!! or it could be someone else or something ? lol

The feeling of selling as hot as hotcake feel the best.. ah finally i get back this feeling...

I know this is still the start of my path.. hmm ah tired lol!!!!! but still a long long way to go..
Alots of gd stuff happening ahhaha so exciting..

After 24years of living in bedok, staying near the market with alot of noise and 2nd floor with thousand of cockroach climbing up the rubbish bin.. finally, my family is planning to move soon.

My parent is planning their retirement, so in 2-3 years they should be retired ba.. 55years retired siao parent... i scare that they will have "老人痴呆"....
Anyway we are planning to buy a beautiful house, it is big enough for catching..
Look similar to the dream house that i visualize.. lol

Seems like everything is falling in place... 2more month to endure.. and settle all my stuff...
everything will be gd soon WAHAHHAAHAHA !!!!

As if thing is not gd enough WAHAHAAAAA.... Feel that my ambition is coming back and direction getting clear..

abit sian that i need to go back the corporate ladder, but if things goes well.. whahha whahah damm so much things to achieve and so little time LOL

Believe and work towards it, AND you will get what you want... soon my life will be a testimonial that will impact people..

Maybe like what Lilian casually said during one of our bible study, i may really become a pastor in the future WAHHAAAAAHHAAHAHA !!! SHOCKING !!!

JOB JOB JOB

hiaz i dont know should i talk about this here..
Not much people read so i guess it should be fine .. WAHAH

I got another offer from Philips security..
The job role is like a business analyst for their new FX platform!.
omg i will be one of the pioneer for one of the biggest thing happening in Philips...

But what about Walton... the place where my passion started to grow...
Hiaz this sucks..

Furthermore, irene from jpmorgan, my ex colleague call me up and offer me a job at jpmorgan!!

my god... when u want it doesn't come, but when u don't want it keep coming...

it will be perfect to be able to work in one of the largest brokage firm and do walton at the same time..
life is never perfect LOL...

things will come to a end soon! lol

New pet in the house

i had totally forgotten to enter a entry in my blog lol!...

Lets talk about my new pet, HACHIRU..
i chooses this name because first, it is a female hamster, 2nd because it is cute..
This reminded me of my brother/me first character in world of warcraft,
oh i am way too otaku lol.


And yes she is sitting on her butt..

she is damm cute and i had been training it alot WAHAHA!!

hachi and variel lol!!

many more photo and video in my facebook go visit ba!! WAHHA