God is playing with me

i was so reluctant to write again because my post was accidentally deleted, and i got to rewrite everything again..

After my last post regarding a lost friend.. many things happen..

Lets talk about my work.
I am still trying hard very hard to throw myself into this business itself..
This month i did 5 presentation, and many aeroplane.. but no result yet... this business is tough.
But tough things dont last, but tough people does...

Is god testing (playing) with me?
After waiting for the pass 2 months OCBC finally call me up for the Graduate program.
WTH after i decided to commit myself in walton and then OCBC call me.
What makes it worst is that i got through everything and they make a offer to me...

I am stuck between a stable life in bank, or a crazy and not stable life in walton.
I am really a high risk taker, play forex, do sales.. i think i am crazy.

But as usual, as crazy as i am, as much as i wanted to fly i decided to reject that offer...
I believe anyone who see this is calling me crazy.
But i am really happy that some of my buddies actually support me, cause they saw changes in me as i worked in Walton.

I need to focus more ! work harder! .... fight fight fight.. Anyway i really want to thanks the angels whom are helping me in one way or the other THANKS>..

And yes stop spreading any rumour regarding me... I am anti sexual now!, self center now!
i only love myself now! no one else.. But i cannot stop others from loving me lol! (example: Marcus) wahahahaha

IS god playing with me!!!!
Sometime i really feel that god dont get bored of playing/testing me in life... Challenges, obstacles, chance, fate... Kao i old man liao la really tired....
Damm only ky know... kao too tired cannot think....

Sleeping !!!!!!! Love everyone out there!!!!!