FEAR?

last night, i dream of something that isnt scary, but turn out to be scary to me...
You all must be wondering what the hell i am talking about again, must be my bad English again. Wahahaha

What the dream is about is that i dream of a woman. I dream that i got together with someone a female which is very familiar to me. WHO ... lol only my dear buddy ky would know ba..

I remember clearly that i walk with that person one some road.. And i got really scare.. very scare.. the shock wake me up...

HAHAaa, maybe i am fearful of relationship now... so fearful that something tat look happy and sweet, look really scary to me that i got a shock that would wake me up...

Anyway ... i am happy 2day i manage to close.. i did a very emotional close..
Maybe i should thanks the guys for the chance to train to present to a group of people.. I did a mini seminar to my group of friends last week, which took all my energy and almost killed me.. I didnt know that it was so difficult to do a seminar. And the things that i learn in walton really help me alot!

I didnt do my best, but i was so happy that i manage to convince them (YES i am doing mini seminar to a family ..) that what i have over here is really good and can help them in a long run!!
The mom of Small S even said that gary should join me and learn something from me..
I AM SO touch and feel that what i am doing is really meaningful, and life changing to me wahahha...

AND YES GOD IS PLAYING WITH ME AGAIN...
Some company call me up for a offer for a job again... DAmm when i was feeling so happy in walton this happen again... I still considering alot since i got alot of stuff i wanted to achieve now. All my dream, my career dreams have came back to me, and lots of fighting spirit is building on in me...
Joining a company will restrict me path to my big big dreams.
I would be just someone trying to climb the corporate ladder.. And finially truly become KY lol... Become stable and boring, and die eventually lol...

HAHA life is really about choices, now my one move is going to decided my future!
OMG DEAR GOD AH dont keep testing me la... tired i wanna sleep to reduce the formation of my dark eye.

CURSING>>!!!