Dreams part 1

Finally after so much struggle, i decided to continue my path... thru the bank path... LOL
Fight for the dream of being a broker/trader...

Why do i wanted to do tat? And why broker/trader?
Why not banker ?

Seriously i sometimes i really dont understand what i really want..
But i know in the end what i wanted...
Open my own cafe.. have a business of my own..
Be one of the best trader ard...

Hmm maybe i always know what i want it is just tat i didnt see it lol..

I feel tat Walton is just a journey that i had to go thru to build up certain skills that i am lacking of..
I really feel very thankful for all the people in there that had teaches me all the stuff...
Even it is just a short period of time, but the amount of knowledge that i gain from there will help me alot in the future..

Now i had make all the plans of how to achieve the dream that i have..
decided to focus on my career now ..... haha shouldnt let other things distract me...WAHAH

Now i am looking forward to the trip to taiwan next month.. and joining JPmorgan next year HEHE happy...

It was due to the weekend service and something happen in the office that make my decision firmer..
I was going crazy and weeping like hell during the service, like wat i normally tell sab and fu, holy spirit LOL...
This was the 2nd time that i feel so affect, or so blessed..
Normally i pray and pray, and during weekend service, god would give me the answer to my question..
But this time i had been praying for weeks, and i wasnt getting anywhere...
Holding my faith strongly, after 3weeks, this service answer everything...
God want me to go serve LOL...
Thats y i am weeping, cause the promise i had with HIM is in 10-15 years time, i will achieve what i want, and i will act as a testimonial, finally owning my own business and serving in the ministry just like our pastor....
Pls just give me the time... but is it wat i want or wat he want for me is more important..
Sometime i feel that being a blind idiot is really better LOL...
Having knowledge is really a sin LOL.... And yet human is always seeking for it..


Hmm tired .. so many thing running in my mind ...