happy.. moving closer to my dreams..

2day is the first day that i truly start taking over some of the work in phillip...

ONE WORD tired....
it was a damm busy day...
picking up call to confirm trade..
confirm lending and borrowing..

click big number with my hand trembling...
looking at impossible numbers....

learning from all the senior ...

SBL really need to hands on then i know how come people keep telling me i am in a shit hole lol...

even thought my work is within the trading house of 830 to 530...
it is a crazy of unlimited work to do .. HAHAH scary.... maybe programming is more fun lol

But it is wat i really want to do... moving to the finanical world..
it is so beautiful... money is so beautiful lol...

during lunch time, i start digging infomation from my senoir colleague..
On how is phillip, and how come they work there for like 10 over years some even 20 plus years...
Some really interesting information i digged out !!!!...
I ask one of the senior SBL colleague why is she doing dealing now...
This colleague is not a simple dealer... she handle big, i say big client.. the number is way too way too ... due to my limited vocab.. i cannot find a word for it lol!!!

She told me "aiyo it is common for people to move out of SBL la.., alot of the prop trader and dealer in the company can from SBL.........!! and once they gd at trading they will ask to become a reminser..!!"
I AM LIKE WTH>>>>>>>>>>> ISNT THIS WAT I WANT >>>>>>>

sometime i really feel my life is like a exciting story... been thru hell, see heaven, then see hell again.. now heaven...
WA KAO ... but i believe the heaven i am seeing now will be there forever for me..

every gd little things is falling into place... MY SECRET...
my laws of attraction....
why the hell i didnt kno this earlier...
but if i know earlier i may not be ready for all this... life is somehow.. interesting.. and amazing.. tiring sometimes la lol!

i know i still got alot to learn and a long way to go,
feel so small but the possibility of growing is aLOT more ...
VEry excited in everything..... but i need to take step by step.. even it seem that the pace around me is speeding lol...

Happiness comes to you if you believe in it..
Success comes to you if you believe in it..